Do I looking good? Do I look happy?
Of course I am! Because I'm smiling all the time...:)
If you really truly know me, you might say, "nah, you're just pretending...."
or....
"Is it? I doubt it..."
Indeed, smile is just a gesture that can cover up everything.
A smile, almost can make people think that you're actually happy.
A smile, sometimes it can be just a fake smile...
I'm tired of pretending I'm always happy....
I'm tired of pretending okay all the time....
I'm tired of being what people want me to be....
I'm just a little bit tired of everything...
Things seem like don't go well, it seems out of control....
I want to cry, but they say boys do not cry.....
I just want to say....
I'm not happy like I used to be.....
but I have to cheer up...
because it's the only way to survive everyday......
