Good Life

Is time to change. This could be a really good life:)

After a long time usage of this bag, my brother gave me one, 6 years old already...



Due to my carelessness, I didn't protect this bag oftentimes....



Finally....it becomes like this


Looking good...:)


Ops...almost break at one side..




Another side, completely patah :(

Inside the bag.....awful..

Feel like not going to throw this away...it has so much memories...

This is the new bag gifted by my dear friends...and I really love it

I decided to let the old bag retire, and replace with the new awesome bag!


Both are awesome bags :)

Although the old bag gave me so much memories, comfortable and convenient, but it's time to let it rest. I love you, old bag. And I love you too, new bag! The new bag which is gifted by my friends, and I appreciate it very much.


I would never treat my new bag like how I treated my old bag, I will hug it, protect it, keep it clean all the time. When I brought it to college, everyone was looking at me, it gives me confident. When my friends wanna touch it, I stopped them. Haha, because I don't want let anyone spoilt it.


During raining day, people use their bags to protect themselves, but I used my body to protect it from the rain. Because I really really really love it, but I was got sick after that, but nevermind, promised it didn't dirty by the rain :)




I really do love this bag, maybe because it's special? Hee, only myself know :)







p/s: Oh ya, I really hate the blogger upload system. It greatly damaged my photos' quality as you can see from the picture. I really really unhappy about it.

Do I looking good? Do I look happy?



Of course I am! Because I'm smiling all the time...:)



If you really truly know me, you might say, "nah, you're just pretending...."



or....



"Is it? I doubt it..."



Indeed, smile is just a gesture that can cover up everything.




A smile, almost can make people think that you're actually happy.




A smile, sometimes it can be just a fake smile...




I'm tired of pretending I'm always happy....




I'm tired of pretending okay all the time....




I'm tired of being what people want me to be....




I'm just a little bit tired of everything...




Things seem like don't go well, it seems out of control....








I want to cry, but they say boys do not cry.....



I just want to say....






I'm not happy like I used to be.....


but I have to cheer up...






because it's the only way to survive everyday......







有时会觉得,我活着是不是多余的....



到底还有多少人因为我,而受伤.....伤心...憎恨..



有时我好想,逃避。



逃到自己的幻想世界去,逃到一个没有恨,只有爱和关怀的世界去...



逃避又如何,还是不能解决问题.....



身边的亲人朋友依然每天都在受伤着,痛苦着....





林忠贤!你这个肇祸的煞星!





我相信,不只我一个人这样骂自己吧? :)





我想对我身边的人,特别是家人,好朋友,还有我自己....说声

——————对不起....







日子还是要过.....我还能怎么样?只好笑着过日子,好好保护胸里的玻璃心...

:)






使尽各种方法来让自己冷静下来....




把自己累垮,让自己没有时间去想任何其他恼人的事...



Facebook不再是我情绪发泄的地方,这里也不是...



而是一个,少数人知道的地方.....



那里是一个美丽的花园,我称它为:Secret Garden




所有的情绪或是思念,统统把它们埋在花园里....




让它们成为一朵朵美丽的鲜花.....







让自己陶醉在它的美色.....

这次用华语,因为每当我接触英文我就会有莫名的压力...



26/8,也就是我的好哥哥的生日,祝他生日快乐!(你害我没好觉睡 :P )


那天,很开心,可以与好久不见的好朋友相见。真的很久了 :)


看见他们,心情也很开朗了很多~


(Photos from dickson)
(我们一起唱k,那天我的喉咙破功,跟90岁老人的声音没什么差别)



(吃东西被偷拍)

(家乐那天好rock):)


(除了唱歌,我们也有玩灯,—“焦点!焦点!”)哈哈~

(好佩服摄影师,经典的>> :D )


(玩玩自拍)Flash很刺眼,我忍....


(顺便打包....)


(再来张“全家福”)
(好诡异的画面,那个是....所谓的走光?我走光?LOL)


(因为是buka puasa的时间,我们的晚餐很简单...也很快乐)



看到这一张,我笑了

这位摄影师的杰作 xD
(有很pro的感觉...xD )



(我们也不忘sampat一下)
这些方格的闭路电视,好像在看格子漫画...两张家乐都很配合,哈哈哈!



(最后看了一部令我作呕的电影,可能是当天我还感觉不舒服)


病了嘛~ 真的瘦了很多.....

回到家,我思考了很多问题,却想不出任何的答案...


当天朋友也趁机问了我很多问题,我第一次答不出来....


我一直问我自己:什么是“爱”,你已经准备好面对它了吗?”








最终,还是没头绪....




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